Well a little more to it than that.
I seem to be in a wilderness, The last gig we did was a Christmas gig, it went really well, however in the new year, we have not been able to get together for a rehearsal because of life and other commitments, so i woke up one morning and decided thats it, no more band. However, since my wife has been gone my heart has not been in it, so i hardly pushed it.
It was the best band i have ever been in, not one argument, not even so much as a cross word, we enjoyed what we did, and enjoyed each others company. We were not a fantastic band, but we enjoyed what we did, and we had fantastic gigs. I want that again, but my heart is not in the music. My heart is not in life itself. I have a gig in May, i have managed to get an ensemble together for a one off, and i have just applied for a buskers licence, more because i need the money than because i want to do it.
I need a new direction, both in life and in music. My wife was my life.
I lost my Mojo, and i don't know how to get it back.
proud to have worked with these guys, and will work with them again