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Posted 24 December 2016 - 06:50 PM
aye you're right. I confess myself as part of the problem there. I'd like to lay it all at the medias feet as it is quite obvious I've been fucked up by it(every beauty is white! etc), but really it's more to do with me and my own body issues. Having been both alarmingly huge(300+ pounds) and alarmingly skinny( practically skeletal) I must admit I felt much more sexy with the latter. And I soooooo wasn't, but that's the way it went down back then. Hell, even now after having ditched 84-ish pounds this year, I still look at my stomach and think "you fucking fat pig-dog. Get up and do something."
I think I might have some sort of body dysmorphia or something because 6 short months ago I was super jazzed to be at 220. Now I'm a little under 200 lbs and I'm like "ew, work on this wreck of a body you filth".
I guess, in a way, the skinny woman drawings are a sad reflection of myself, mere fantasy enactment through graphite and paper. Yeah. I'm fucked up aren't I. But who isn't these days.
Posted 26 December 2016 - 04:01 PM
Definitely feeling this.
I've been skinny for most of my life. I think the most I ever weighed was 160. The least was below 120 and I'm 6 foot tall. Totally unhealthy. My hands were always shaky and when my heart started feeling weird last year I figured I had a problem.
Been trying to gain weight and it's difficult to value your health over trying to fit what society deems most attractive.
Edited by spacecrumbs, 26 December 2016 - 04:02 PM.
Posted 15 January 2017 - 03:35 PM
A gift for an old so and so:
As you can see, it's Cthulhu opening one whole can of whoop-ass on Gojira. It is totally rad. Obvs.
the best thing ever
go on give it a listen, it's good.
Posted 09 February 2017 - 05:12 AM
And Derf said "let there be elves"
And it was so. Also, bonus tame demon story:
Mmmmyep. That's it. Take it all in. Deeper. Deeper.
Just kidding. Kinda. Please throw my neglect of the letter N in the word 'reconcile' into your mortar and pestle of idiot shaming. Make it scathing, but funny. Don't let me down, Goose.
Edited by Derf!, 09 February 2017 - 05:12 AM.
Posted 18 February 2017 - 07:32 AM
A thing of a person of a place of a planet etc:
Mmmyep. Clearly I need to get out there and meet a nice raver chick and not settle down like I have been for...ever. Anyway. Enjoy my psuedo-tasteful artistic excursions into quasi-naughty territory. I get any more obvious than this and I might have to get "I AM ARTIST!" tattooed on my forehead.
Posted 03 March 2017 - 12:59 AM
A thingy for a friends beer league team:
Kinda bland, but whatevs, homegurls gon git PAID!
A paltry sum, surely, but still. Paid is as paid does.
Edit: Couldn't sleep so I improved upon that garbage.
Edited by Derf!, 03 March 2017 - 04:26 AM.
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